sexy hor? :X

i feel that its always better for a girl to find a guy who loves u more than u do.. cos most guys will always find a girl they like more then she likes him.. so whats the point of finding a guy you like the most? its really very pointless....

its always better for a ger to find a good guy she has a little feelings for..  and the guy love her more than she does. rather than a good guy whom she loves very much more than he does.. 

anyway i feel that gamming has becoming a part time job already.. sian.... pressure to level, pressure to get good gears, getting nag scolded and pissed.. i really am pissed!.. dislike groups with people who are either ebayers or simply too ignorant!! argh. please make an effort to learn, unlearn, relearn. not just learn and just leave it on the shelf to rot.... knowledge and experiences dun stay the same.. that why there are things called game patches now and then.. things that  u learn today might not be applicable tml..

feel like... dunno how to say.. haha.. anyway changing jobs soon. so nowadays clearing leave.. and gamming like non-stop everyday.... haahhahaaha...  

and ya. more and more of my friends are getting married.. argh. stressed again. mother nag nag nag me everyday...  compare me with other girls same age or younger than me. they got babies liao la. married liao la.. etc etc!!

its like driving me up to the wall man! seriously no joke. its not i dun want to marry le.... hai. so many issues.. you think want to marry just next day go marry meh...  this is not a fairytale lor. like man meet woman, they fall in love and married and have a baby. zz...

changing to new job in less than 1 month.. sian.. got a feeling its gonna be a stressed job..

home stressed, game stressed, work stressed, life stressed... where can i find peace.. lol..

recently.. keep having friends asking me to go drinking. but i reject and say i wanna stay at home.. are u surprised?... dunnoe.. feel sick and tired of clubbing, drinking.. and maybe even dancing.. excluding flirting cos i dun really flirt.... i just want peace!! without any noise... i wanna float in peace man!!.. XD

erfecr world..

 XD.. sword and deer by my dear jie .. thanks thanks muacks!

haha got notice my bikini change color to purple already? XD

hm.. finally get my lazy ass to do a new layout.. haha XD

and also a new pc.. lol.. damage is ard 900+ ..T.T now i am offically broke till my pay day .. specs as follows.. from my memory.. cos now the lights are off.. rather lazy to find the receipt and on the lights.. 

80gb hhd

intel core 2 dual

9600 for graphic card

2G ram.. 

casing with full power  

the rest i cant remmeber already.. haha...

yea^^

sometimes usually i sleep very late and wake up early to play games. then my friends on msn tot i didnt sleep the whole night.. they usually goes.. 

friend: o.O hey never sleep? i sleep see u online.. iwake up still see u online

me: no la.. got sleep. i sleep after u sleep, i wake up before u wake up mah.... i can dun sleep at weekends.. no problem..  but my laptop cant le.. it will protest after max of 2 hours gamming and by the 12th hour it will threat to go on strike anytime.. 

friend: haha.. 

me: haha...

now i can finally maxise my farming.. ops.. i meant gaming time!! XD

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............................................................. i realise gaming world.. is a . virtual world.. that i am very happy in.. its a world that i can hide in after a harsh reality of the real world..

i have found a perfect world that i cant find in the real world.  

XD 

cute hor the rabbit, my jie give me one.. ^^ thanks jie !! XD 

the bikini also my friend lend one.. haha cos his account the female char not playing liao.. so lend me use for a while... but hor dark grey leh.. hai.. want to buy dyes.. but cant find.. nb or either too ex.. zz...